life got in the way.

he had to leave the country today due to some family emergency, and i didn't get to meet him as we planned. wanted to rush to the airport after i got off work (i'm doing something part-time for 2 weeks) but i couldn't get him so i didn't know which terminal to go to or what time he would be boarding. and in my hurry to get out of the office i clicked on arrivals instead of departures! *sigh*

went home and cried so bad...i don't think i've cried so much in 2 years but i was rather devastated at not getting ot see him before he left (his original flight was tomorrow night). eventually got to speak to him but i was wracked with worry and i was missing him so much. i was so tired on top of that having had to wake up at the ungodly hour of 7am for work...should not have sacrificed sleep for work. hmmm. so for the entire afternoon i tried to sleep but got restless so i went online in search of temporary stress relief, repeated this cycle twice till 6ish, gave up and went to shower.

after that he finally called and it felt so good to hear his voice and know that he's landed safely, everything's alright and he will be back soon. he left in a hurry and didn't get to pack much stuff. we had a nice long chat...felt reassured and comforted but he sounded down. i know he feels bad for making me wait for him but i don't blame him for anything and i don't mind waiting for him - i'm committed to this relationship, i'm happy with him and i'll be by his side no matter what.

have got an assignment that is filling up much of my post-dinner time...in a way it's good as it takes my mind off things. i'm trying to plough on even though i just wanna have a break since i've just finished a spate of assignments as of last week and am so tempted by the latest ep of gossip girl. so much readings to do, so much material to consolidate for the paper (i always think more is better) and so little time to make it work.

Labels: love, musings, school

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